Total eclipse of the heart
After having a lousy miserable life and after the worst experience that happened to me 9 months ago God finally gave me the greatest chance in my life to change .
A chance full of love,peace and the greatest surrounding people i have ever met in my life.
I gave it all i have got to change who i used to be and i succeeded most of the time but still the devil inside pushed me for doing mistakes but now things changed because i have the knowledge that i can fight him back after i managed before to corner and kick the hell out of him.
But poor me because that’s too late after i lost the dearest person i ever fought for and i don’t think God will give me a second chance after i lost it with my silly attitude anyways i wont let go yet and i wont loose what i kept a year fighting to achieve.
I will still try to mend things once more as i am full of sorrow,agony and regret for hurting who i love.
PRAYING GOD EVERY SINGLE MINUTE NOW TO GIVE ME THE STRENGTH TO DO SO !
